its raining heavily outside and im having my off day today. woke bf up at 9am as he is getting ready for work. boooring.. minute later, bf called and he decided to have his breakfast with me before he went off. so we had our late breakfast at KFC. but he realised that he left his wallet at hm. so while waiting for his bro to come, we had a long talk. regarding 'why what n how'.. =] bla blaa blaaa.. eat eat eat.. and off he went to work n me, tapau roti prata for mum n bro(s).. chey chey chey.. cousin plan to have an outing this sat.. well.., i hope i could join. i want too.. weee... =]

yesterday.

im sorry for what i said,gf.. i was full of stress n questions inside my mind. and u was not to calm me dwn but u said a wrds that i really want to gove u a tight slap.. i know its lame. but its the matter of feeling. sorry sorry sorry.. ilygf..

BOYFRIEND;

you know the real me
you've seen me cry
you've seen me smile
without you
there would be no me
only empty space
you've seen me all glammed up
you've seen me when I've just woke up
you still say I'm beautiful either way
without you
there would be no me to see
you've seen me happy
you've seen me sad
you say either way your glad to be with me.
without you
there would be no me to love you
an without me there would be no you to love me too
iloveyou,badot......

 well, went to st james with them again. *kening up2*  hahaa!! and because of it, i lost my voice. yes this cute voice of mine. =D and coincidence we wore the same colour. khekhe.. met liz n off we drove to fetch someone at gombak.. haiyooo.. ENJOY ENJOY.. *something happened* and we went off frm there around 4am n overnite at kaila hs. i received 12 missed call n a msg frm bf. *habes... melayang la aku..* =] 

"kau kat ne.. kau mabok pe tk tahu nk angkat kol aku?? u tahu tk i turun sane i crk u.. i tgk u dari jauh to make sure ur safe.."    

-LIKE OMG.. really uh??  =]

Looking into the hour glass of time,
Remembering all you have done,
You were there when needed,
You touched so many lives,
All the pain you felt no one knew,
All your frustrations,
All your sorrow,
Is gone for you now,
You are happy once again,
No more pain,
No more fear,
No more frustration,
You are walking again,
You will always remain in our hearts,
Always in our thoughts,
To our lost loved one, my aunty.
We all love you.

AL-Fatihah to AUNTY MARIAH.. ....

well, im havin my bad day today. i was full of frustation. no one knew and i didnt want to show neither. i felt everyone pissed me off. HOPELESS! USELESS!!..  i even felt boyfriend is so ANNOYING uh today!!! grrrr!!! BLUR!!!! hmphh!!! ape abby!!! jgn merepek la. ngarot la kau.

but still i miss him so much.